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Interlude male sexual life in a hetero

Lethbridge

York, Toronto: "Drape" 2002, painting on canvas.

D imanche last. Before me an isotonic drink to compensate for water loss of the afternoon, blowing my ability and return turgid. A guy climbs on the barstool next to it. Late thirties, good-looking, wearing a towel, nothing like me. The boy makes a beer in front of him, I raise my bottle: "Cheers!" It does the same. I asked him if "it's going well." He examines me, freelancing is that no drag, smiled: "It would be wrong to complain," takes a second look. "You come here often?" he asks. "Especially in winter when I need steam and warmth."

P Personal Productivity is the third or fourth time. I guess here some seek the ideal man. It's not my thing. I I lead a normal life with wife and child [Or child s ?], I have a romantic attachment to my partner. From time to time I also go out with another - it must be married and happily married like me, I do not want history [or history s ?]. "

U no normal life . It seems that in this kind of conversation, I rely on one elbow, index pegged to the mustache, middle folded over his mouth and I watch my partner in the law eyes. His need to tell outweighs its reserves, he continued: "I seek not a boyfriend. I flirts for the situation, the body contact. The strength muscles, sensuality aggressive ... Suddenly I need it. Then I forget about it. And it comes back when needed ... My stuff with men when I started playing in the village band. When we went too far to play back the same night, we drank a little after the concert and, like the daughters of corn there were necessarily reserved for guys in their band, they ended up back in our rooms and do that it was between us. Well, not all ... But it was between heterosexuals and they had been drinking, it was not inconsequential. Later, he came across a gay made me a pipe: he really liked it, what a difference! I can see him from time to time. He gave me the address of the sauna. He predicted that I will turn my cuti. What do you say, just to see? "

York Lethbridge:" Bodies "2001-2002.

" J 'ai the impression that most men need exchanges of physical affection with other guys. Many have not lived with their father, so they are afraid of intimacy and do not know either express an enveloping sensuality with women. Some find a substitute in the food and alcohol. Other company manly in a sports club. Some guys more liberated dare shake a friend, a brother in arms. You allow yourself to go further, but not much. That may be a limit you will not cross. "" Yes, I'm sure. I'm normal, straight to 95 percent! "[Me, not normal, hetero-two per cent.]

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